I live my life not to impress people who didn't know me.

A few days back, i was hanging out with my boyfriends *well not the special one, its my friends which is a group of boys* -.- So one day before that, my friends text me, Muin, ask me if i could follow them cause before that we (I and him) plan to ask our friends to hanging out at Sunway but unfortunately it didnt work out.

So i agree. And it was the 7 of us, but then Muin brought his cousin to come along so yea, it become 8og us. We went to Wangsa Walk Mall after that, play bowling. We play by group. Alias, Daus, Shahir and Aiman vs Me, Muin, Irfan and Muin's cousin, Ake. And i was so bad at the first game but i was so awesome at the second game *applaud for me xp I met my exschoolmate which is Haikal when i was about to buy waffles and drink for Muin and Me. I also met Munirah and her boyfriend with her boyfriend's brother (get it? -.-)






So we went to watch a movie after that< the Sherlock Holmes, it is the confusion-i-dont-even-understand-what-the-heck-is-their-searching-for-and-running-away-from -.- But before that, it was destiny, Munirah sat behind us. Hehe ;p

So we went to KFC after that. I used the voucher that Mirul Fizie gave me at Maktab and i only had to pasy rm4 something for the krushers *i stil had my Pizza voucher tho -.- So we talk, we gossip, and all.

Then i went to Qooz to buy angah's Qooz. Hmm :/ Thats all. i had so much fun with the boys that day, it was such a blast. Even sometimes i felt left out cause i dont know what the hell were they talking about, but still it was wonderful :)

------------> Did you noticed i was the only girl among them? Yea, i supposed to ask my bestfriend, Dian to come with us, but i was late and i forgot to ask her one day before that. My fault actually, hmm. Sorry Dian.

Seventeen here we go

The tought of moving on in my life even i had to face the hardest hurdle of all.... Its just weird. Like ive been breathing in this world, like im 50 years old now, ugh -.- but still, the hardest hurdle of all i need to face right now is that freaking examination which is the SPM.

I really tought of getting PLKN *well actually i really tought i would get it because both of my sister didnt have to go to PLKN after their SPM so like obviously me would get it (ayat aku belit k) -.- I wanna meet new people, to feel and adapt myself to the new enviroment, I dont wanna lead a boring life after my SPM, stuck at home, doing nothing or go to a mall and applying for a job. Im 17! I dont wanna have a working experiance at that age, i wanna have fun.

Now im 16, i need to study hard right now to get a good result for my SPM next year, to make both of my parents proud of me. But still it is hard to study all the time. I feel so weird, i study in a boarding school which i didnt have a social life at all, and i need to face the book all the time *well not all the time actually but still* and i didnt get a good result like i always wanted to. And my friends who didnt study in boarding school. they have a social life all the time, didnt have to force themselve to face the books but they were so clever! And they keep preassuring me, saying that i study in boarding school so fosho i would get a ggod result, well better than them. And What if im not?! Ugh. Like, Ya Allah, why am i like this?

Hmm, i speak out my mind tho, thas all i could do here, to tell you hows my life, what am i up to right now, thats all.

Im going to live a life as a seventeen years old girl after this. Wish me best of luck and do pray for me. thank you :)