I AM BORN TO BE AWESOME: August 2009

thirty-one august

omg! OMG! ive met this very handsomeee handsomee man. rmbut and muka die serupa mcm artis korea. die jage counter kat kedai ape tah kat shopping mall. haha, act tu bukan bende yang nk dcrita . well todayy is girls day out. hahaa, budak2 laki duduk rmah *amar,amir and amjad* ayah jagaa. :D let see, ibu plan shppg baju rayaa and whatsoever. ouh okayy, kite follow jea. then pegi mane tah, beli beli baju rayaa, pusing pusing, met zafaranii and whatsoever. haha, org ckp lmbat sngt beli brang rayaa skrang, nape ta beli before puase. kitrang jwab, "bia lahh, saje nak sesak2, baru ade feel rayaa tu, haha". oke then, dlam pukul brape tah, syiah nak mkan pulakk. heihh. ibu belikan die Mc D! duhh, da laa wangi bau Mc D tu. haha. tergugat jea. okayy, then move ke JJ Wngsa Maju. bought bekass kuih raya and ape bende tahh. met Shila ,* anak andi la la* laa. hahaa,

1 Malaysiaa

hahaa, selamat hari kemerdekaan people!! :D

ni yang aku lukis sendiri, yang asli and and original. hahaa

Arsenal,

oohoooo,

what a shame ;(

ouh so boohoo,

well, schools open and the rules is back babyy. ergh, bukak skolah, ckgu has nk check krngn *grr* then ade hot sit fer english. duhh, so many things to do. read The Phantom, hmwork, house chores and the other things. ergh, nk cuti lagii. haaaa. :(

lynn
cha
rana
acah
hanisah

merepekk?

" i realy hate when it comes to oral."

"so? like i care, Losseerr"

"heyy, whats wrong with you!"

"hah?!"

"i said, whats wrong with you!"

"what? did i said somthing wrong?"

"yeahhh, totally wrong you shit!"

" ?? "

amjadd!

"wahh, kaw ni hebatt ah jad. sep2."

"ajad mmng hebat pon tatau ke? heshh"

""da ahh, tayah ah prasan lebihlebih. gedik."

: ni la jadi bile puji budak kecik. perasannnn

change and change

*flashback

i know i'm totally different this year and i feel very guilty with myself.and since now, i promise to myself that i'll change, yeah, i will change.i will be the 'old' amalia just like those past years and i hope everyone will happy and satisfied about that.kalau ada korang rasa tak puas hati, tegur je.it's for my own good okay?

.

gahh, i think im lost i guess. im depressed and stress and whatevr it is, it will freaks me out. act i realy kinda miss somebody. it used to be my bestie, but now ergh. she has change, everything has change. i miss our moment together. hanging out, singing, gossiping and do other stuff together. nahh, you know that you were soo stubborn and childish? you're easily believe what people talk. yeahh, its kinda BS. just think, come on.takan laa, we will treat you like that,for godsake, we will not talk shit about you. it was soo mean rite? gile bijak lahh you ni. yeahh, eventho now we were realy cant be 'bestie', y cant we just be FRIENDS? y do you treat us like we were you enemy? gosh, seriously i miss u. :(

duhh,

Were you happy when you woke up today?
yup,

Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
syiah, HAHA

When was the last time you cried?
3 weeks ago i guess, minah tu punye parents marah

Do you find it hard to trust others?
depends laa,

I bet you miss somebody right now.
ehhh, mesti

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
ouh, im okayy!

What are you planning on doing after this?
tengok movie,

Next time you will kiss someone?
lee min ho and lee min ho

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
nahhh, tade

What were you doing midnight last night?
sleepiing

Whos the first B in your contacts?
bitch,

Are you afraid of the dark?
not really

Do you have good vision?
haha rasanya

Have you ever slapped someone?
amar kott

Do you have any scars?
fooot

Do you miss the way things used to be?
two thousand eight ;(

Will tomorrow be better than today?
maybe,

Are you a naturally happy person, or is the happiness forced?
tah

How do you feel about answering personal and/or intimate questions?
buat relaks jeaa

What if your crush said they hated you?
well, then i said " i hate u too syang"

i wanna meet you!

do you know Taylor Momsen? woahhhh, she is fntastic isnt she. agaga, his outfit was sooo sooo amazing. shes hot to. ergh, i wanna meet you la. ehh, in Gossip Girl, ur gorgg, hahaa. nah nahh :)

aku denga aku pusing

gahaa, act title tu tade kene mengena pon ngan ape yng aku nk tulis. okayy, semlam-21.8.09, ramai hntar mesej about happy fasting and so on , nahaa, lyan jelaa, thought nk blas tapi mklumlahh, da lame ta tpup kann, so taleh blas. okayy, smlam pegi first tarawih kat tempt baru. slalunye pegi kat masjid salehuddin tu, but da pinda rumah kan, so cari yng dekat. found satu masjid ni, its kinda okayy, ta sesak sngat, jemaah die ta ramai. then, mlam tu, syuk call, die mmperkenl kan num fon baru die. duhh, poyo jea mamat ni. da laa call aku tengah tido, heihhh. nahh, gossip-gossipayhh and other. die crite die kene pinda tempat and so on. hahaa. pdan muka :D

Ramadhan

agaga, let see, tomorrow fer the muslims, kita sume akan puasa.woahh, gile cepat. hahah :D cehh, ta sabar nak raya *berangan, puasa pon blum start da mimpi nak raya* macam biasa, pagipagi bngun sahur. then tunggu sampai maghrib fer berbuka. then tarawih and whatsoever. gahh,i realy cant wait fer that. ehh, seminggu lahh cuti sekolh, geli boring boring dann boring, keje skola like always cikgu has mesti bagi, karangan,prfttt. okay, and folio geo, lagi la boring. hahah. well, selamat berpuasa :D

last day of school before holiday.

woot woot :D todayy kinda okayy. like always, science will be the first sub. buat latihan and ape bende tahh, chapter Dynamics. oke then math, pegi lab coz nak wat mindjet *yeke?* then rehatt, time rehat buat nota Komsas fer "Cerita Kera dengan Buaya". oke then, naik klas, blja bm, then check bawah meja, ahh sudah, fail putih hilng. duhh, cikgu da sebuk mintak psl peribahasa, then ask acap fer help, chech bwah meja sume orng, ta jugak jumpa. after bm, geo, ckgu naja bwak ktrang pegi bengkel kh coz die ade keje ckit. ouh, tanak pegi, da la fail ilang. ;( ergh, okayy, kene pegi jugak bengkel. duduk2, okay then pegi la blakang bengkel kh nk tengok cik naja buat ape kat blakang. kluar ngan khaz. then sumthing realyy bad happens, khaz!. then lari masuk bengkel, khaz masuk, kejar2. haha. then najib masuk " ama, nahh cacing, pnjang ni" ape lagi lari laa. heihh die ni, kotor la ccing tu. najib bagi kat dian, dian yng tengah sebok ckp ngan haziq jerit " makkkkk" haha, lwak la kaw dian. :D okayy then, budak laki start bwak masuk cacing yng mengotorkn. grr, nasib baik tade belalang, kalo ta da trus balik. hahah, selamatt. okayy, then balik. pelukpeluk ngan dian and khaz. bye bye kat acap aziz ngan aziq and sume orng.

: i will miss u all bebehh :D, selamat berpuasa yaww.

handsome.

well, korea and korea. ur the best mann. well, korang kenal kumpulan SHINEE ta? woahhh! diorng handsome gila gilaa. :D ehh, kumpulan FT ISLAND pon handsome wehh. guitarist die tu. angah minat guitarist die. haha. well, prmpuan pon ade yang comel. KARA is the best yaww. ABRACADABRA pon okayy.

out jap. ade lagi :D

well now i hate you mann.

okayy, seriously. now, i realy realy hate you. talam 2 muka la kaw bodoh. kaw sape nak judge aku. weh, kaw pon ta betol laa. ta pyah nak suruh orng lain nasihat kan aku. kaw lagi bnyak buat dosa dari aku, aku rase. well, lagi satu. kaw, sume orng kaw nak kaut. aku ta pham cmne sume kwan2 kaw bole than ngan kaw weh. kaw suruh orng nasihat kan aku, tapi kaw punye kesalahn lagi teruk weh. aku tanak la bgtau orng. kang kaw yang dapat malu wehh. i am fucking damn hate youu. cehhh, kaw teramat la poyo. ha, aku dpt tau ramai jugak yng ta suke kaw weh. grr, bodoh.

: im sori if i used harsh words. ehh, die ni mmng poyo lahhh. dah, ta yah bela die.

aziq happy menonggeng

well, today-eight august two thousand nine, around 1 o'clock. aziq msj. ouh, then msj la ngan die. then one msj make me excited. haha

*1 message recieve*

"..aku pun, wei aku beli phone baru"

reply :

"Woahh! gle best. fon ape?"

*1 message recieve*

"Nokia express music 5130"

reply :

"Wow! Haha. Best gle dohh. bape2? aku plak yg xcited."

*1 message recieve*

"hrga die rm490, trmasuk mmry card 1GB"

: cehh, poyo la kaw. best doe dpt phone baru. aku pon nak phone baru weh. heihh. haha. msti kaw happy kan?wohoo! :D

the picture of Nokia Express Music 5310.

ehh, fever ouhh.

gahh, seems like satu kelas 2e dapat fever. H1N1? no wayy. cikgu ckp maybe ktrang demam sebab wether nowdays. ehh, tadi, 18 orng jea dtang. can u imagine? 18/41? woahh. mmng best laa tadi coz ta blaja. haha. satu hari denga faris nyanyi. cehh, tadi wat lthan math. and seems like afis nak compte ngan amalia yang hebatt ni. HAHA. tadi duduk berhijrah2. sekejap depan skjap blakang. then gosip2 and others. memng asyik denga faris nyanyi jea stu hari ni. haha :D

Shes a biatch!

woahhh, ur such a piggy bitch . or can it be LOSERR? ouh, whtever it is, it was surely perfects for u and will suits you well. can i mention ur name? ergh, probbly not, i cant. grr, ur so pathetic! do yo now that? gosh. knpa you nak lage2 kan ktrang hah? dengki ape? come on lahh, get a life and live ur life la babe. ur to desperate in your life. ur slut and slut and forever will be slut. kitrang da bestie tapi you buat crite bukan2 tau. ahh, the most impressssive thing is, you bole plak sumpah2 ehh bile da bwak crite bukan2. wahh, you da mcm GRO mesti ingat sumpah tu perkare biase kan.why i call shes GRO? ehh, nk tau, die kene raba pon happy. bangga. what the heck man! ta suci la you ni. HAHA. i almost forgot about it. ehh, i wanna meet you laa. can i?

: im sory if i used very harsh words. im realy angry and upset right now. thanks ;'(

yeyehh! syiah kene.

nak amik gamba syiahh, ajad menyibuk, hahaa :D

haha. after amir, ammar, then amjad and then me. now nur amani insyirah yng kene chicken pox. hahah. poor u la syang. best kann kene? hahaa. nnti syiah kene pegi umah wan, rindu acik tau. gune fon umah wan, calling2 laa acik :D acik ta cukup kred laa nk call. hee. cepat2 sembuhh ehh. nnti acik rindu nak bertengkar ngan syiahh. hahaa

psycho wehh psycho!

well, today, seems like nak pegi ari kantin kann tapi ta jadi laa nak pegi klcc after ari kantin coz ade bende yang ta dpt dielakkan. so, woke up at 6.30 maybe. then, pegi skolahh ibu, hntar ajad naik bas coz die ade pertndiangan prasekolah kt Wangsa Maju R10. then, ibu hntar aku and amar dekat tman mastika coz amar nak main bola jap dengn kwan die before pegi silatt.

ouh, okayy, then duduk duduk tunggu cida and dian. then, smbil tunggu diorng, denga lagu kat mp3 and main game kat phone.pastu, dtng sorang apek cina mane tah. duhh. gila takot ahh time tu. muke die mcm psycho tauu. sumpah takot gile. die pakai bju TAR kolej time tu.

then die tnye, 'bole saya duduk?' aku pon ckp okayy la. ingt die nak dudk jea. then die tnye mcm2 tauu. tinggal kat mane?. umur brape?. buat ape?. nak pegi mane lepas ni?. tunggu sape?. okayy. then da ta tahan gile, sumpah takutt takut gila gila mcm nk nangis da time tu, nmpak ahh amar and kwan die nak pegi skolahh dah. then lari kat amar ckp ' amar, ade cine gile ouhh duduk depan acek. sumph acek takut.' amar ckap ' baik kaw pegi rumah cida acik. pegi trus'. ouh okayy, then tengok blakang japp, time tu cina tengah perhatikan kitrang ouhh! sumph gila gila takut. dah fobia dahh dengn lelaki cina. ergh, tapi lelaki korea masih di dlm hati lahh. :D

then trus call cida ckap nak pegi rumah die, tunggu dian kat umah cida. then kitrang trus pegi sktm. pegi sane jumpa kawan kawan. jumap cikgu cikgu. mr rahman, sya da tinggi laa. heihh. then nampak, amirul izat and najib. nmpak daniel, munirah, ruby. yang best nye, jumpa Liyana Amira Binti Azman *weh, aku ingt name kaw lagi tau. hahaa *. rindu kaw wehh :D then, da bosan pegi taman mastika balik. ergh, nasib baik cina tu tade. then, snap2 gamba. nak hujan da time tu, coz mcm guruh2. okayy. then, cida and dian hntar aku kat sktm balik coz ibu nk jemput kitrang kat sane. then, dian ngan cida kene balik. then lepak ngan yana, wani, alyana, fit, maryam, nazatul, acap aziz and babyy (acap hilal). tunggu and tunggu. ktrang sume da balik. ibu pon nak jemput dahh.

then amar crita 'acek, laki cina yang kaw ckp gila tu kan, pas kaw bla, die pon ikut ktrang. amar pon ckp ahh ngan jaza trus lari bla masuk skolahh' aku da ckp, laki cina tu psyho. heihh.